Day 1

Humiliation Galore!!! I had to wear spandex shorts and sports bra to take multiple pictures for my before shots. Talk about uncomfortable. Then had to film a testimonial in the same thing and talk about my story. My story...what story??? Oh, the story of how I got so fat! Yikes. I don't have a great story, I get the feeling they want something juicy, I moved to NYC from Texas all alone and didn't know a soul. oh.. they like that.. run with it... I think they wanted tears, I tried... even got a little watery eyed. Truth is, I have no one to blame but myself, so I hate making excuses. The food is okay, but I am hungry by 8 pm and we are not supposed to deviate from the diet. I had a slice of non fat cheese and some tuna. I don't feel too guilty about that. This should be interesting...

The Decision

So I was asked to do an infomercial for a new work-out program with The Firm. I reluctantly agree, because I guess the truth is... I do need to loose weight and hey the provide the food and organize the work outs! Why not, right? They are looking for pretty faces with bodies that don't match. Yikes, guess that is me. Okay, so that is not how I was approached exactly, but it's close. It is 90 days, with 5 day a week work-outs and of course a low calorie diet of The Zone. I have no idea how big this infomercial will be or how publicized. I am nervous as can be. Well more embarrased that is, that people I know will see it and I will be humiliated. The only comfort I have is that I will excel and look so amazing after the 90 days that I wont care anymore about how I used to look. So here I go..... 90 Days...